Emil Writes Poetry Here

Diverse Natures

2011-11-29T12:59:00.000-08:00

All I hear is the wind

Whispering where I've been

All I see is the night

Diluting all I've seen

To the door I try to walk

Yet like a child I fear the floor

With the knob I try to lock

My fears out of what I'm not sure

I sit in the corner of my bed

Unsure of what I've said

Is it good or is it bad?

These little things I made a fad

I tire and I rest

Unoppressed and without protest

I wake to a sun

That shot me like a gun

Who pulled the trigger?

Who made me shiver?

I tempt myself to curiosity

Unsure of my superiority

I sit in my corner on my bed

Unsure of what you said

Is it bad or is it good?

These big things I knew I would

Take...

Pantun Harga Hidup

2011-09-20T05:26:00.005-08:00

Beri nasi tak mahu makan,

Selang sehari dikatakan lapar;

Jangan bagi orang perasan,

Cahaya matahari jika kasar.

Selasih saya tidak menipu,

Itulah kata pegangan hati;

Berasa loya di muka pintu,

Tupai berjenaka jiwaku mati.

Kaki penat tak mahu berjalan,

Ada harapan semua menjadi;

Nujum mengubat dengan pesanan,

Agar kegelapan diberi mandi.

Burung terbang jauh disana,

Tidak sedar sudah malam;

Kembalikan sayang aku kerana,

Perasaan sabar hampir tenggelam.

Ranting emas hendak dibeli,

Tahi berlian tiada yang mahu;

Jika lemas dalam yang sepi,

Jangan terkilan tiada perahu.

Ikan lama ikan baru,

Mata kail diberi ayah;

Para ulama sudah tahu,

Ibu hamil sangatlah susah.

Surat khabar dibasahi hujan,

Surat layang angkara orang;

Jika lapar kerana tak makan,

Jika sayang jangan berparang.

Bulu ayam dijaga atuk,

Sesuai hari jadilah rezeki;

Anak geram hendaklah diketuk,

Agar nanti jadilah lelaki.

Harimau baham yang bahaya,

Walaupun tidak tahu dia wujud;

Muka masam menjadi kaya,

Diri segak kerana bersujud.

Note : Yes, it's a pantun, yes it's done as one of my course-works for college.

This is a smile > :)

Rantau Kegelapan

2011-08-18T01:25:00.004-08:00

Aku membutakan mata

Melupakan kata

Tidak ku ambil kisah

Dunia penuh resah

Sekarang sedikit demi sedikit aku sedar

Bahawa aku tiada seberapa besar

Cuma hamba yang penuh dosa

Ditenggelami ketentuan masa

Berikanlah aku kekuatan diri

Kerana aku sukar untuk berdiri

Berikanlah aku ketabahan hati

Kerana aku telah dipinggiri

Nyanyikanlah lagu mu

Dengan suara merdu kamu

Berikanlah jiwa ku

Kembali kepada aku

Kerana aku sukar untuk berdiri di sini

Dikenali oleh cahaya mentari

Kerana aku sudah tidak tahan

Menderita dalam kesunyian diriku yang aman

Oh tuhan semesta alam

Adakah ini balasan salam

Yang tidak ku berikan

Kepadamu

Oh tuhan segala yang ada

Adakah di sini ku akan berada

Selama dosa ini di hatiku

Adakah dunia ini penjara ku?

Kenapa? Kenapa mesti aku yang menderita?

Mengapa aku tiada mempunyai pelita?

Aku sesat Ya tuhanku

Aku sesat Ya penciptaku.

Notes : This "puisi" was written then adapted into a song for use of a performance done by my class in college for a "puisi night gathering thing"

Here's a link > http://www.bharian.com.my/bharian/articles/Peringatanbulanmekaribadat/Article

As of now, no video/audio recordings are available of the song, I apologize.

Timely

2011-08-04T10:48:00.002-08:00

Basked in my glow those things be foul

Leave it to be and it's all for the owl

Of a lie I can't fix for better or worse

This eternal sin is brought on it's horse

By Fire by winds by fears of the hand

What was wished shall remain buried in sand

Thou shall know these words are unforgiving power

That pertains reason to make this world turn sour

For what I have is merely a glass to last

With wine poisoned by our beautiful past

I can't remember and neither can you

But what we have is ever so true

In time or space it can't be soiled

For better for worse it won't be spoiled

Blood of The Liar

2011-07-26T18:49:00.002-08:00

In shambles in cradles what humanity can be preserved
In light in dark what heart can be unstained
By Gods and Demons and things we've deserved
We're given things we can't begin pertained

Then the rules and laws stated in ink
By men who label their ground as holy
Where they step they bring it over the brink
Of destruction damnation and demons they rally

In a line all the minds are sorted in ease
In a circle they chant as it burns the grease

We're given we're given things we can't see
We're losing we're losing the sanity of he
What light are we worshiping now?
What light are we looking at to bow

"Down girl down, you shameless fuck!"
Thus said upon thee
"Die boy die you ungrateful schmuck!"
Thus said upon the tree

Yet we bow we bow to these false gods
Yet we give in to this stupid bondage
Do they not attain that they are no gods
Do they not realize it is merely age

The history of Sputnik
Can tell of space and darkness
The history of Space and Darkness
Can tell of Sputnik

We're moving fast on a ball of dirt
We can't feel it but we certainly are
We're moving fast but we are not hurt
We can't say we can't divert

We're lost
Blinded by the pied piper
What cost
Can pay for the blood of a liar.

First Sonnet

2011-07-26T17:55:00.004-08:00

Infatuated by your beauty
Struck down by your body
What gives to know the sun
When the moon puts me on the run

That the high priestess is on top
And the Hermit below
That I can't find a shop
To ease this quick drop

Normal in heart and soul
Breaking into a black hole

But I've never talked to you
I've never walked with you
To know you is to find
That I may be too kind.

Turned

2011-01-20T07:50:00.001-08:00

As much as men try to deny it
The evil they find inside themselves is real
They will slash and turn around for god forbid
The things they do for every last meal
How can they be sure it isn't poisoned?
How can they not be imprisoned?

By their sins
By their sins

Would they take it back?
To feed or to lack
Will they stay on track?
Or denounce all that is left for grain sacks.

Alas the burden it weights on their shoulders
Cast's a turn to Harlots and Wine
And to forget and never forgive
And to drown in what is divine.

Oh, may I remember
May I remember

To keep this little slumber
Still even with manner
Of the Kings and the queens I shammer

We have all been deceived
Evil and Good all together
We have all been received
By a power till December

The Sky Above The Prince

2010-10-07T01:53:00.002-08:00

The day passes and the prince walks
The sky remains over his head
The night passes and the prince talks
The sky brightens upon his head

The night takes him above the clouds
The day sends him back on ground
The sky won't be moved by shrouds
The prince can't make the lost found

"Or can he?"

Thy wish is for the prince and the sky
To find the azure state of high.

A Malaysian's Apology

2010-02-25T19:37:00.001-08:00

Making my way through the busy hawker centre

I saw stalls divided by taste

In my heart I became a stentor

I laughed at how those banners come to waste

I sat and had to force a small audible laugh

I couldn't take it, the television was advertising

What felt so much just as a joke to not even half

Of what they claimed to sing

"Little did he know, little did he know"

I stuttered my own laugh so suddenly when it had so seemed

That my eyes had been opened and deemed

To see the right

of the wrong that I perceived in the void of light

"Shine some light, shine some light"

The stall owners were Indian

Malay, Indian, Chinese and even foreigners

Were eating and laughing as they watched a football match

They paradoxed my previous thoughts

I ran out of the stall

To get into another, and find the similar

The stentor in me faded to nothing

As I had realized something so shocking

The stalls were devided by taste

But everyone liked that taste

Everyone enjoyed each other

Most didn't know each other

But most din't bother

They were one, one Malaysia

"Satu Malaysia, One Malaysia"

It's the same when you're here

You need not fear

It wasn't just the food or football matches either

You can just see for yourself

I've lived here for a few years now

I'm not Malay

I'm not Indian

I'm not chinese

Nor am I a foreigner

I'm Malaysian

and there is only One Malaysia in my heart

Written for Empayar Malaya

Menyuarakan Jelita Pemalu

2009-07-15T04:57:00.003-08:00

Berhenti sudah kejujuran penyayang
Cinta salah menginginkan badan
Tertarik sudah pemandangan terlarang
Hati pilu yang hendak diselamatkan

Oleh jelita yang disuarakan
Oleh paras yang selimutkan hati
Oleh jawapan yang tidak akan
Muncul antara tembungan hati

Kerana paras marabahaya
Ku mencuri pandangan yang dimulai cahaya
Kerana nama yang bercahaya
Kau lihat sejauhnya daya

Menahan mimpi
Jalan yang di kiri
Aku tegur akan
Dia yang disuarakan

Shame of Lust

2009-06-17T03:01:00.002-08:00

Never has an angel remained
Over the eternal flame
Reminiscent of the detained
And a forever shame
Succumbing in pain to beauty
Making the twisted happy
And wanting only much more
Day by day it burns sore
In ways much to hard of control
And darkening to black this soul
Not wanting to need the must
As all she is, is lust

Your New Gods

2009-06-16T05:19:00.001-08:00

Show your love and sell your hearts
For no price at all to an advertisement
Of the new gods of your soul
That diminish this no rhyme start

Cast your bread upon the waters
To spread your religion across the world
And tell them all that really matters
Is to have the name hailed and sold

Your god has spoken into your bible
Updated weekly all set to babel
To all your friends and family
To the point of insanity

It's three dimensional blasphemy
It's your worship for celebrity

Notes: Written for one of the NiE teams ( Star Newspaper Competition ) in my school.
It's about celebrity worship. Ponder and enjoy

Hand of Artemis

2009-02-07T04:00:00.004-08:00

You suffer and suffer as brother passes
The illusion and confusion of deary glasses
A headache you wish to vanquish forever
Now the last you want is he the wooer

I understand how you wish this to never
But to meet Hades, I shall deter
I understand how much Ate and Bia
has led you in through despair and mania

So I come to you my young maiden
Offering thy shoulder vanquished laden
Away from judgment of the Fates
And into my world of forgotten lateness

Notes: You might not be able to understand this cause I use the literacy device called SYMBOL for this poem. And as you can see, I use Greek Mythological Gods as my symbols for this poem. Slight research may be required to fully understand poem.

Pool of Memories

2009-01-08T06:10:00.003-08:00

Beautiful and ugly to see inside thy pool
Colorful but cloudy to see inside my pool
The throne would let you relax to it
But annoy it does being dimly lit

I try and try to view this ocean
While thee cry and die because of Poseidon
But soon I know why thee do not see
Knowing it all is a crossed sea

Consent to Insolence

2008-10-12T07:18:00.002-08:00

I do not know as my mind is rewinding
To the bits of sombre quantum
While the harlot played king
With insolent manner coming like the beat of a drum

I prefer the pretty maiden
To the shoulder that is ladden
I prefer the company of song
To the time before it is long

Empty Royal Halls

2008-09-13T23:06:00.003-08:00

I had the details
So I chased my tails
I got lost when I asked
Past the pair who were masked

They showed no mercy
No reason to hurry
They painted these walls
Spaces they called empty halls

I've forgotten, I've forgotten
What the things would have meant
So rotten, so rotten
These things I have lent

Notes: Fear of loosing grip of what has happened and what did not.

Stainless Steel

2008-09-06T19:45:00.002-08:00

Only that raging fire
Can bring this apart
Unless what you desire
Is to mend our hearts

Only forever
This should last
Not even the hammer
Can break the cast

For the truth is the hammer
With the help of raging fire
Over the course of then after
Shapes us to go higher

Notes: It's a friendship themed poem. Hope you take some time to ponder the meaning.

Hello Gaze

2008-07-18T04:41:00.002-08:00

Look towards the stars
Tell me what you see my friend
The truth is not there

Do you see like me?
A gift the truth left behind
For humanity

Note: This poem is done in the style of Japanese poetry called Haiku. This style of poetry is quite interesting. For every stanza there are three lines. The first and third line have five syllables while the second has 7 syllables. Go ahead and count the syllables on mine.

Forgotten Title

2008-07-18T04:37:00.001-08:00

It was trying so hard to go higher
Not giving up such a fighter
It had a white stripe and wings to try
But with all that will he couldn't fly

Why was it trying I did not know
No such presence of a single foe
On a day like this you were not trying
Unlike the bug, you were always flying

Note: I wrote this for my grandfathers' Birthday this year. Recited it on his Birthday Party and I have seemed to have forgotten the title. Hence the title of this poem.

Being Scared

2008-07-18T04:31:00.002-08:00

I am scared
Knowing I dared
To confess this love
Thinking I'd be a dove

Thinking of what you think of me
I am scared
I just want to be made happy
How idiotic I dared

Call me what you used to
Tell me what to do
I'll do whatever you say
As long as they heal today

Notes: An old poem I never posted here. Just a simple Green Tinted Sixties Mind thought.

End of The Rainbow

2008-02-19T01:41:00.005-08:00

Stupidity has a price
Just like broken lies
For you my rainbow
I call myself a sow

Do you remember,
of what we did together?
Holding a simple pen
I count till ten

I kept your stars
In empty jars
I kept that chalk
Through a far away walk

Today I cry
Tonight I die
Yesterday you cried
Even though I tried

Notes: Forever in my heart you are Rainbow. Saying sorry a million times I'm still a sow.

Pearl Dots

2008-02-17T08:18:00.003-08:00

Your hair rings out in my affection
Your voice is an angry seduction
I go around the curves of red lipstick
The color that gives me a kick

They say you're so good yourself
But I am the one who makes you better
They say you're so full of yourself
But I am the one who makes you lesser

Notes: This short poem is the first poem I wrote directly on my laptop. I would like you to guess the item mentioned in this poem. I shall reveal the answer once I get about fifth-teen comments on this poem. Be my guest to make a guess

Cold Absolution

2007-11-13T12:00:00.000-08:00

The unknown space so cold
The unknown age known to be old
Home to the stars that shine
Do you think you'll be fine?

Absolution is the answer
Absolution is fair
Absolution is there
Waiting for you to bear

Are we a bit like that?
Or are we like this?
A cat on a mat
Giving you a cold hiss

Notes: Was listening to MUSE songs when I came up with this. I tried making the first stanza like malay poetry where the first stanza usually has nothing to do with the poem.... then again it maybe does. Please comment.

BECOMING A BEAR

2007-08-28T19:12:00.000-08:00

There was a baby bear
Playing under an old tree
Laughing in the cool air
Listening to a story
The tree talked of things that were no longer there
Creatures he wished he could share with the baby bear
"Are they like what I am?
Jumping giggling among the green"
"Just like a baby lamb!
All so beautiful to be seen"

The baby bear looked around and asked
"where have they gone?"
The tree blames what the fools have done
Then, it started to rain
As the bear understood the pain.

Notes: This poem is made for choral speaking. My teacher asked me and another student to write something about nature for choral speaking. I will have to teach my group how to do it.

One planet,one chance!

2007-08-11T04:17:00.000-08:00

We are the sapiens
Living on mothers' patience
Destroying her green
Yet we call her mean
For the wrath that she sets upon us
That turns our homes to dust

Mother can get angry
And when she does we see
There is only one mother like the one given to you and me
Take a moment and sit by her tree
We got one mother in our hands
That shouts out one chance!

Notes:Been busy... should have more updates during the school holidays. This one is about NATURE . I hope it can make it's way to green peace or something.....anyway this is the second time I used the word SAPIENS.

Harum - Scarum

2007-05-10T16:25:00.001-08:00

What is love?
Is it being free as a dove?
Is it never having to be sorry,
For my mistakes in our story?

Is it tradition followed by millions,
Done by portions.

Is it so lasting as they say?
Till the last gloomy day

For what I think
It is caring.

Note: Love.......

Quibble

2007-05-10T16:20:00.000-08:00

Is it fine today?
Another day needless to say
Is it getting redundant
Or am I too hesistant

Why is there a lag?
Is it because of this bag?

So now I think I'll drop on the parquet
Then see if they call me a poet

Now I burst in laughter
For I feel greater
As i get caught in the muck
It feels like being hit by a truck

So welcome to my life
The first day of the rest of my life

Note: I spent so much time on this rather then the others. I'd have to say I'm satisfied with this one. By the way I also love how i changed the tone of this poem in the fourth stanza.

Shinning Knowledge

2007-05-10T16:17:00.001-08:00

I read to understand what I see
To bring the world closer to me
In the darkest corners of the night
We all are in need of some light

The light i speak of is knowledge
Found not just by passing college
But also through our joy and sadness
The lessons we learn are priceless

Yes as much of what we need in the dark
Can be found by a book from a bark
Music with lyrics still we read
Through time change does the seed

Words to draw with

2007-05-10T16:14:00.000-08:00

Hello my friend
I need a hand
To draw the universe
With a verse

Pure before and now rotten
Like the old fields of cotton
But with a mind to beat
I close my ears killing the heat

I do not care what you say
The music will make my day

Note: Figure out what it means .

Swan Price

2006-11-24T07:11:00.000-08:00

The swans gather to play
During the lonely day
The love is true
Never once blue

The colour of innocence
Shows pure love's patience

Sometimes it has gone
Neurotic to the bone
A lesson they learn
At the same time earn

Notes

Okay..... I was inspired to write this poem after reading a comic (love themed) which explains the theme for this poem. I like it but at the same time dislike it because I think I lacked originallity in this poem. I don't know, you be the judge.

Royalty Daze

2006-11-09T17:39:00.000-08:00

The Bird of the Hermes is my name
Eating my wings to make me tame

Then the loyal dog-man came
Looking for a lovely dame

Nothing more then shades of grey
Nothing less then the sound of May
Is it true you are the maid?
Loyal as possible he has laid

Now it comes the royal time
To tell my name in oil and lime

Notes

First try at this style of poems. Hope you like it, especially you The Wailer. Sorry to keep you and everyone else waiting I guess I keep on forgetting to post this poem of mine. I might come out with another poem after today most probally will be have a happy theme. To The Wailer, I thank you a million for your support.

A million

2006-09-25T04:52:00.000-08:00

Can you see the void in a million years?
The darkness of this world
The sum of humanity
Is it good to fill this void?

But what is this void?
A million mistakes not knowing the emptiness
Could it be what we think?
What is it that we think?
A million questions left unanswered

The clock ticks by the second
To extend is no more
Still a million to short
So we enjoy what is left.

Notes :
I like the first stanza of this poem. Talking about void, let's take some time to sit and think of what is the void in our lives. Maybe you lack something like love, music, fun or well who knows it's your life. Live the way you want to.

The personal escape

2006-09-06T07:54:00.000-08:00

Everyday I sit on this tree
Moving on at the slightest danger
Then I look to the world below
Humans being bothered by everyday troubles
So I think hard
What do they do to be at peace?

Then I saw a girl
Who sat below my home
I watched from above
With a flash of confusion
What was this girl doing?
SHe just sat and closed her eyes
As if she din't care she was
The world still troubled
While she just sits here ignoring
Then I saw it
She was at peace
This is the escape for peace
A mother playing the piano
A boy writing a poem
And a father reading a newspaper
All their own personal escape for peace.

Notes :
Yes, this poem is writen about something we all do. To escape what we call the troubles in life even if just for a second. I decided of creating a character that shall observe in this poem. Which I hope you don't mistake for a monkey. The character is actually a squirel. The second line in the first stanza will prove that. Well, anyway in this poem I talk about something we humans do to be at peace. Like me, I use poetry and music to be at peace. Sometimes, people like the girl mentioned in the poem sits alone under a tree away from people closing the eyes to be at peace for a moment. But this escape for peace is actually not always going somewhere or listening to music. It can also be as mentioned above writing poetry, drawing, talking and even eating! Yes, I know sounds weird but I do have a friend who does it to be at peace. Sometimes this personal escape is not even seen! It is in our minds or our hearts. Which is probally mostly refered to as daydreaming.....Oh, one more thing if you would like to ask about where I got the idea to do this. Well, I would just like to tell you that I have one answer only for where I get the idea for all the poems I write. Which is LIFE.

The Apple in symbol

2006-08-02T19:47:00.000-08:00

What eat the fruit?
Is it the snake?
This is a cage
There is nothing else
Small very small my friend
Slither here and you be found

The question remains
Thing out of the bars
They call you crazy or mabye childish
Is it really how it looks
Or is it just all deceiving
Stop sit on a rock and thing how big is small?
Again the looks are deceiving.

Note: I don't know this poem was made while I was just sitting doing nothing. Not sure if it's good.

Raging Wagon

2006-06-20T07:16:00.000-08:00

On a modern wagon
Hitching a ride accross misery
Along a song fo anger
Rebellion has cheated death
Now I sit here and stare
Drinking crushed beans
Feeling good for a commited crime
Not caring anymore
Not feeling guilt

It was all said and done
With you in blue
But ambience was red as hell
Like addicts but not
Expressing anger through media thinking of bad

Note:This poem is about my experience when I hitched a ride on my friends blue car. It was 3AM and we were singing along to the whole American Idiot album. We also decided to stop by Starbucks and drink coffee while surfing the net on his laptop. We dozed off on the sofa. ( And I thought coffee keeps you awake.)

Neko Sun

2006-06-20T07:12:00.000-08:00

All the things that happened
Was it all as dark as it seemed
Under the glory days
That din't mean a damned thing to me
It was just all a bad dream
That I now try to shake
Creature of symbol
Your sign is clear

Colour me the way I want
Let me set the road
Don't forget the tar
Lonely so lonely here
Coloured black witha hallow body
Lights glitter inside
Hoping I burst to shine

Note: Kind off liked this one. I like the message in it and im sure you should be able to understand it.

Stop You

2006-06-20T07:07:00.000-08:00

Stop holding your knife
It's leaving scars
Deep inside me
I din't mean to hurt you
Had nothing to do with it
Just my name on your list
I never did like you
You were just a friend
Things got damned
So now I turned

Will you help me?
I guess not
You must stop
Turn back I beg you
Im not a dog
Your ignorance
It is the danger in between
We are both under fire

Note: I liked this poem when I made it at first glance then suddenly it din't seem taht good I don't know. What do you think?

Eye Shall See

2006-06-12T15:22:00.000-08:00

I was the son of darkness
It seemed this world so fake as you were real
Everthing's so split
How sad it's become
The meaing of life is not there
Because most of us deny this long fire

If only we were one
We shall be happy
A real happiness I meant
Not one brought by a white pil of dakness

Note: I wanted this poem to turn out as a very straight forward message to the world about something very dangerous. I am happy of how easy it is to understand it and I hope people understand and recieve this message.I also made it short for a few reasons to give a meaning not in the poem but by the poem.

Try To Remember

2006-06-12T15:13:00.000-08:00

Cross the white path
Only to slip and fall into a cave
Flashbacks telling you it was all a waste
You forgot something
Something you tried to keep
It slowly crept away

Sad my friend that it happened to you
And dropped on me
I hope there's a glow of light
Awaiting you to save me
If you run my friend
You run into darkness faster
Just move slowly
But never shall you even dare to stop!!

Note:So after long I have finally found the time to write a few poems and put them on this blog and this is the first one. I hope you can understand it, it seems quite clear to me but you may need to read the second stanza twice to understand it fully understand it.

Dark Ally

2006-05-04T07:34:00.000-08:00

You are my friend in war
Fighting by my side you are my ally
When I fall you pick me up
You stand afront with courage
You have courage there is no denying

Now my friend I would like to ask
Do you have honour?
You kill my harm
Hacking them to death
Neither woman nor child you spare
With a violent rage of anger you slaugther
Killed with out mercy
Is this the soul of a knight?
If this is you I'd rather kill you

We do need an ally my friend
A knight with courage to be our savior
But you have no honour
You are one with the damned my friend
Leave these grounds or burn in hell!

Note: This poem was actually a try at expressing anger. I do not know if this worked so I shall need everyone's opinion. The support you give I shall appriciate with my soul. One more thing, this poem is dedicated to an online game I have been playing for almost a year (RUNESCAPE) you can find this game at www.runescape.com it is a very good game that shall give you an idea of the medieval times. My hopes for my poems are that they be known to the world.

Two Faced Vampire

2006-05-01T05:31:00.000-08:00

The I you see today is not the I you see tommorow
I suck blood meaning I am not a Homo Sapien
Is this why you attack me?
I mean what is the defination of human?
Is it scientific or heart?
You humans live with the help of your heart but do you have a heart?
You are then like me, a vampire, a being without life
Worthy a corpse a mere puppet
Better of dead
A scumbag to think you live

It concludes that you and I are the same
We are both heartless
We use our brains though
We suck the blood of others too in our own ways
So human, are you really human?

The Happy Ending

2006-04-20T06:44:00.000-08:00

A desperate mind seeking happiness
Moving freely is the dream in the dark
Without joy the eye watches the world
Only to find that the light in the dark is near
It seems as if this rare feeling is worth gold

Better to stay asleep then to stand naked in a crowd
But to hang just to run is a cowards thought
As said the feeling is gold and must be searched
Mind and energy used to search for it
Only to find a needing heart
But is this the end?

Note: You might have known that I won first in my school for a poem writing contest. Well after waiting for long I have gotten my poem back and here it is..ENJOY!!

Hint:LOve

The Matter With The Fireball

2006-04-20T06:37:00.000-08:00

A raging ball of fire at the middle
Taking control to ensure life
Time passes and it seems normal
Still being able to hold from afar
Active always seeming to never end
We are thankful to it
Being so hot everyday
It can not complain
It must bear pain it may not feel
Since it's hard to imagine something that we barely know about
Only able to understand from afar
What gives life is left alone
So what is the matter with it
Time by the millions have passed
Yet the end sleeps for it
Will it end?
Funny how something so lifeless is the center of life
It's what matters.

The One Man Genocide

2006-04-20T06:32:00.000-08:00

A troubled boy troubled by darkness
Darkness humans bring upon each other
Bloodshed everywhere
Every second the clock ticks
Making Kira mad
We shall wake up to see a genocide
A legend by one man

The genocide destroys not life
But demons
Demons that we all are
Yet we don't know it
We are sleeping
Then we awake not to know our sins
But to know that the legend may not happen
We will se that it is a fantasy that must become a reallity as soon as possible.

Hint: Todays world

Butterflies Of The North Dessert

2006-04-20T06:24:00.000-08:00

For some time we search for a completion
To complete the inside
A butterfly found after long awaiting it
We sick with it becuase it cools us
Just imagining a still image of it is beautiful
Day by day we await completion
Hoping our burning candle doesn't go out before we are complete

Butterflies come and go not one perfect
Salty droplets showing we fear the end in the glass
Our life ending like the sands of time
Bit by bit a mountain arises below
Even when we are complete the sand continues
We shall not care because we have found it
A long last puzzle piece that actually fits

Hint:Love

Blaming The Innocent

2006-04-13T05:38:00.000-08:00

A fallen apple from an Oak
Drops on a car
While an innocent leans on the Oak tree
To see no one else in sight
Is to leave pain on the nearest mind
There is no escape
We have been taught that blood shed is not an option

This time there is only one option
Which is to fight and guard yourself from standing naked in a crowd
Then suddenly the mind freezes
Not because of ice but lava
There is nothing to do but stand for as long as possible
Till the very bitter end we all await

My comments:
I had a feeling this one wouldn't be as good as the others. Now to read it again it seems okay for my mind to bear. I just hope you all enjoy it.

Hint:Pressure

The Old Falcon

2006-04-12T06:14:00.000-08:00

This time I bring you all a poem dedicated to my grandfather who has been a pilot for 38 years. It is writen for him because today (12/4/2006) is my grandfather's birthday.

Since the dawn of its time,
It shows golden victory
No height is too high
As it is free unlike the red gem
Showing anger to benefit others
Teaching hidden lessons from the mountains

Now it decays as all around
Yet like a miracle is still wonderful
Sticks to its roots but still free
Working a job and thinking of an end
For the falcon the end is not an end
It is hard to say
But its end is wealth
Wealth of boredom
Because being bored is destroying a falcon's root.

Hint: Wisdom and strengh of the old

The Red Gem

2006-04-06T05:57:00.000-08:00

The red gem glowing red inside us
Making us go through treachery
For a good cause that is hidden
Which is to enjoy what we can

The treachery is not a test
But a lesson learned in time
Soon to find out that the gem is precious
It is strong with us since the start
But like everything else it will end
The soil of earth shall greet it's box

Hint:
You

The Gift In The Dark

2006-04-04T21:45:00.000-08:00

A man devoted to the night's sky
Every day awaiting his gift darkness brings
During a time when some are blind
The time when the world sleeps
Like a child on a Christmas morning
A gift he cannot touch but can be seen

Why does he wait for something he cannot get
Little is known of his every day gift
During daylight cannot be seen
But he is sure it is there
Just like the love of a man for a woman
Even though far the feeling is near

Hint :
Star gazing

The Last Bullet

2006-04-03T22:47:00.000-08:00

A warrior holding a gun
His last shot to save his life
But he has two to drop
His bravery turns into fear
Time slows giving a minute to think
Seeming like an hour yet not enough

Finally it is thought
The end cannot be stopped
Waste the last and hope the impossible
When thought is silly
But if tried we know
It's always hope

Hint :
A person's last chance to live before he takes the plunge